You Be You

Sometimes you get a little distracted. Even when your head's in the right place, and you know exactly what you want to and should be doing, it happens every once in a while that your thoughts are just occupying themselves in unhelpful ways. In fact I think maybe it's worse when you know what you really want to be worrying about, because then you have the additional stress of trying to quash the distracting thoughts, not succeeding, and wondering what the hell is wrong with you. It's a lot to deal with, and it can make you really uncomfortable and unhappy for weeks at a time if, like me, you are not yet so great at fixing it.

My problem with this has been solved for me! Really I'm left in the wake feeling a little bit like maybe this wasn't what I wanted, but then I've been so unsure of what I wanted for the past few weeks anyway, and the decision that I wound up not even having to make was the one I knew would make me happiest ultimately. So, here we go. Forward of course, once again problem-free. Once again my biggest concern is becoming who I want to be and living the life I love. It sucks that I got distracted from it, but every time that happens it makes it that much easier for me to hang on to it the next time. All is well.