Back At It

I haven't written in a long time, I know. First it was because I was just a little too busy with real life to make time for cyberspace. Then it was because of finals. But now that I've finished finals, I have all the free time I've been looking forward to for so long, and suddenly I've found myself very unwilling to do the things I kept wishing I had time to do. It's been bothering me that I know I should write here and practice guitar--both things for which you have to stay in shape--and that I didn't know why I was putting it off. Just now it occurred to me that I might be avoiding these things out of some kind of fear, possibly dreading that I wouldn't actually ever really do them even though I wanted to. That should make perfect sense to anyone who's ever held a cherished goal, but it sounds so completely silly when it's articulated. So, I decided to scoff at and then shun silliness, and so here I am, back at it.